free spirited, random, weird, alternative, doctor PLS, cute

oh and gay too. these are adjectives my close ones use to describe me. ok, im cute because i feel im close to myself. ^^v

but i never did ask for opinions until recently cause i've always felt self assured. it's not that i do not have my insecurities or i dislike being affected by people. in fact i yearn to be affected. i feel im right in the centre hue of grey.

my dear cute sister told me recently it's HDB regulations to have 25% non chinese residents inhibiting one HDB block. thank you fairy god sister for your enlightenment i am now working extra hours everyday to strive for a condo. not being a racist here, but i've had it with malay neighbours. other than the fact they are often found guilty for peeing in lifts, because theystayatlowerlevelsanddontusetheliftsanyway,
my friendly, pet loving, malay neighbour who lives right below me is feeding a stray cat at the staircase for the past month. doesn't sound so bad right? unless the freaking cat SHAT at your doorsteps 4 times, makes catfuck sounds at night giving me bad dreams with babies dying in them, (ok not true) BUT THIS IS TRUE-- the freaking cat jumped into my house several times through the windows!! when confronted, the malay couple denied feeding the cat. and even responded offensively when my mom threatened them with town council. in that instant, the stormy clouds cleared in my mind, making way for the apocalypse of comets. even if they were fined, or the cat is microwaved, it doesn't matter. in case they didn't know, im an animal lover too. im gonna feed a stray pig. dont bring me to court. i just love pigs like they love cats.

erm. i usually dig my left nostril with my right index finger, and i transfer the delicacy (hi kt!) over to my left middle finger before it finally settles in a tissue. it's not vice versa for the right nostril, it's even weirder. =8)

due to my absolute disregard for 2nd opinions and embracing my twisted idealogies, i tend to see more paths than people when faced with a situation. mostly mental paths either deemed too nonsensical and impossible, or paths too scary for others to construe or too intricate even for me to attempt walking. which ever the case, i have always voiced my thinkings and this guy once said to me, 'you're not in ctrl of yourself, you are alt.'

i've always felt it'll be fun to talk to a psychiatrist. get an official diagnosis of what is deemed wrong emotionally and mentally. changing a psychiatrist's textbook teachings is something i have always wanted to do.

OMG CUTE PEOPLE DO CUTE STUFF. like watching 王子變青蛙 again! it's been so long since my emotions are evoked to a high level. it's like the bestest idol drama i've seen. of out 3. =/ and... i do other cute stuff like doing a ^^v when taking a picture. ok nvm. im just cute.